siians... reallii wtf lurhs.. y maii daddiie and marrmmiie ish liddat de.. hiians... i alreadii felt damn l0w todae lurhs... den c0me h0me als0 verii tiired..

does she hab t0 0pen her month when i c0me h0me and durh 1st w0rds ish t0 sc0ld mii?? even maii own parents als0 dun understand miii... hians.. i cant confide in anione als0...

jus nw went d0wnstaiir to take a walk... felt rather down... tried to listen to s0me music t0 cheer maii self upp.. budden the s0ngs all are sad sad 0ne... lookiing out to durh water, felt reallii sad niias... the water ish verii beautifull lurhs... reflected the lights of the surroundiing... hiians...
lookiing at durh water i felt liik cryiing...
den i t00k a stroll al0ng the canal... feeling quite alone.. =XX hahas den listen to s0me s0ngs... den keep tiinking abt things lurhs...
hiians... reallii cried siia... -.-'' abit onlii... felt reallii realii sadd... feel liik cryiing again nw... budden tears dun c0me easy for mi.. =XX realii l0ng tiime no cry...
why lurhs... i als0 dunn0.. getting more and more depress n0wadaes... hahs pms.. hahahas =XX i shld read more jokes book.. den cn entertain myself...
todae went mac realli felt lik extra... and den waste tiime als0... next tiime dun go lia0s... hians...
piieces and piieces of shyt... cheer up dude!!! (dun worry i haven gone bonkers , jus toking to myself)
kkays larhs.. i go rest.. buaiis

haujian
down on earth...