well i guess, iamtotallyspeechless. I always told myself, what i have always believed in, that one's hard-work will lead to an positive result. But sadly, that is not the case. idontknowwhattobelieveanymore.

idontknowwhattodoanymore,

lifeislikeamassofconfusionanddisappointment

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andashardtounderstandjustlikethischunkoftextiamwritingalltgt

istheresomethingthatididwrong?orissitsomethingthatiamlackingin.ahcrap.ifeelingsodamnawfulnow.sigh!